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[AlumiuN]

School holidays :yay:

[Spoonman]

Having cold feet and a whole day off

Hmm what should I do besides being bored?

[_r.u.s.s.]

Originally Posted by Spoonman

Having cold feet and a whole day off

Hmm what should I do besides being bored?

play blood

[Spoonman]

Good idea, but that will be something tot do in the evening

I'm gonna start by finding my socks

[ianfreddie07]

I feel less burdened than before. Meaning I can enjoy more out of life! If my longtime friend wants to throw our friendship away because she's more interested in other people, fine.

[_r.u.s.s.]

can't she um.. merge you? it's not like you had to hang out with 1 friend at time only

[arete]

Ian: just remember, the problem is with her, not with you. Friendship is a thing that, once destroyed, is almost impossible to get back just the way it was... Oh, and I'm feeling better. The internet wasn't blocked on purpose, the ISP is just borked ... again

[Halindir]

I feel like an isolated wanker whom has avoided human contact for 4 months and is now being thrown out amongst a lot of strangers...i hate school D:

[ysorian]

Nothing wrong with being an isolated wanker, better than an exhibitionist wanker! lol

A stranger is just a friend u havent met yet.... or an enemy you havent made yet... either way it adds spice to life :thumbs:

[ianfreddie07]

Originally Posted by _r.u.s.s.

can't she um.. merge you? it's not like you had to hang out with 1 friend at time only

I have quite a number of friends I hang out with, even for brief periods just to start a bit of conversation. So I'm trying not to be possessive.

Originally Posted by arete

Ian: just remember, the problem is with her, not with you. Friendship is a thing that, once destroyed, is almost impossible to get back just the way it was...

That's actually something I'm still confused about. I sometimes have little faith in decisions I make.

Story:
I usually accompany her to a school service (guys paid to bring students home in set time schedules) so we share a few words and alert her of the time so she doesn't get left behind. After quite a while, she gave me a "thank-you" letter and... poof. It was gone in the blink of an eye. It was her new boyfriend this time. I did not feel jealous but rather used. She says thank you which meant like "thanks, but I won't need you anymore" so that hurt quite a lot. Then as days passed I saw her hanging out with new friends, so at first it was okay. Then I noticed she started to gain interest in her new friends, her boyfriend and our "barkada" or kinda like a circle of old friends but I felt like she was losing interest in our friendship. Oh yay. This happened until the point where she would say hi and nothing else. Then she would treat me like I'm some invisible guy who she can see straight through. So I was really hurt and angry. It kinda felt like "After a year of good friendship it ends like this? I get thrown away?" So right now I'm mad at her and won't say a word to her. That's my decision which I'm still not sure if it's the right one.

Hard part: I don't know who's fault is it. Is it mine or hers? Please answer. BTW don't play favorites here. Think about it carefully. I'll take criticisms. Thank you

Halindir: You remind me of "emo" kids. You aren't one, though.