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[Scatty]

The first thing you have to learn, P3nguin, if you didn't yet - internet is not your gaming site. Crying for sympathy won't bring you anything positive but instead turn people against you.
You've got to find the fine line of balance and remain neutral. Be helpful, tell other people something about yourself, but don't push things too far. Don't take internet THAT seriously, it's not there to replace the real life. Instead, if you have problems here, let it be and spend more time outside with friends, but crying for attention is not the right direction of behaviour, it will only bring people up against you.

I can understand your point though, but then again, it's something you just brought about yourself by taking it too seriously. Ok, maybe it happened during a sensitive point in your life, when you weren't adult enough to go off it all early enough or had problems in real life, but don't you think now it's time to go on and leave it all completely behind? Leave this sad point in the past and begin a new chapter. And it would be really better for yourself to just let it all from the past be and not hold any grief on all those people. Unless you've done something yourself to bring such hatred upon you, they're not worth it.