Friend, whatever you decide to do, never ever ask for suggestions on an internet message board (at least not on one dedicated to gaming). Yet, at first sight, there might be some good advices yet they may be good only in certain situations with certain people. You ain't gonna find the solution here (if you wanna check how this might end, go to the Bethseda Softworks forums and check how similiar threads ended in there, I still remember some
hilarious quotes from there
).
I'll go for the cliché on this one, just be yourself. We're (or whoever else) not going to live your life or make your decisions. :P