[Pox]

Void, if such a feeling were to exist then I am lost in nothingness.
Recently my father sacked our home and stole our life savings and my lock box, this was after I loaned him 500$ to start a fruit stand he begged me for months on end to invest in.
My children are 1 & 2, they drive me berserk at times but we do have a great deal of fun together, lately they just seem like pictures moving across the rails of life.
My wife is a wonderful person, she always sticks with me, despite my faults, which are many, and even she too is slipping away from me it seems, perhaps I am losing my mind, perhaps I am depressed, perhaps I just need to stab someone.
Coffee, anyone?