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Originally posted by FreeFreddy@Nov 27 2004, 10:12 AM
One thing is there that I would like to tell about. Just to permit you to condemn me about it, as it was really bad thing that I commited.
When I was in Russia once (not in Tadshikistan, later when I lived in Germany already and visited my relatives there in Russia), in 1995 I think it was, I was walking around the outer areas of a town one day, on a widely open field with some forest places here and there. I spotted a hedgehog and wanted to hold it in the hands, as I generally like animals. As it saw me, it immediately rolled together and remained that when I took him. I absolutely wanted to see his face so I tried to unroll him, but he just rolled himself together even more then. While trying that, I stung myself on his needles. This made me so furious that I dropped the hedgehog to the soil and started to kick it, again and again, every time stronger. I didn't think, just kicked him. And when I came to senses, he didn't move anymore...
This is the most darkest mark in my memories of all others. And I still cannot forget it, as I commited a murder on a living being back then.
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As it seems that you have already condemned yourself,
and suffered continually from it.
I think none of us nomore have the need, nor the right to condemn you anymore.