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[Saccade]

Last night, right in the first ten minutes of training I fractured the metatarsils and cuboid (the outside of the foot, known as the foot-sword in Martial Art).
I can't walk.
I should've retired and left instead of aggravating it, but I am stupid.

We're supposed to be going on a walking and trekking holiday in a few weeks, so I am going to do as little as possible - I have to crawl everywhere atm. The steps to the bathroom are the worst. Especially at night.
Hopefully, by RICE'ing it and just laying up, it will be okay in a few week's time.
At least enough so that I am not in as much pain when walking. I can't even stand today.

Therefore, I am probably not going to be around as much for a while.
Firstly - Because I am not going to waste NHS time on something as simple as a broken bone that I can set myself. This means that I'll probably be quite short tempered as I won't get painkillers and pain makes me aggressive.
Secondly - Because we are going on holiday. Even if my foot isn't better.

I am so pissed off that it happened now.
If but if but yeah but no but.
Just deal with it, pete, ffs...