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[Playbahnosh]

Hello Abandonians!

I know you had enough of these big goodbye threads, but this is different. I most certainly won't come back anytime soon

Some of you already know the problems I've been through since this year started. First my personal life went down the drain, my (so called) friends left me, after that I took my grades to the fall, my health got busted, I'm sick like hell and my finances are non existent now, my balace is empty. And when I though that nothing more could possibly go wrong... well, I was wrong... sooo wrong...

This morning my mother called. She told me that my father got fired again, and she can't take it anymore. She was talking about divorce. My father came to the dorm in the afternoon and told me how things stand. As if I didn't have enough problems as it is...

So our home is in danger, my parents are talking about divorce. They cut my college funding so I have to leave the university, I cannot finish my studies. I must get some work, any work I can, become self-supported, and kiss goodbye to my dreams from now on. I can't become a programmer if I'm busy washing dishes or whatever job I'll get

I won't have any internet access so there is little possibility that you will see me here anytime soon. Maybe never I have until the end of the month here in the dorm, after that I must go. To where, I don't know The big L is waiting for me, I didn't thought I must get out there this early, but sh!t happens...

I'd like to thank you for all your friendship and support. You guys are the best dudes I ever had! I mean it! Keep it up, help others too, and let this community stay the best on the internet, as it is now. I don't know what will become of me because I don't think I could get any good work here in Hungary, but I won't lose hope... This can get only better than this...

I think I wasn't much of a help here on Abandonia, but I liked being here, talk about things and hang out with you people. I tried my best to help around a bit and comment things. I don't know how you judge me, it's up to you, but I hope you don't hate me very much...

I wish you guys a very good time and better life than I have. I wish you never experience this sh!tload that I got to face this year. Be bold, make your dreams come come true while you still have time and opportunity! Don't let anyone stray you from the path you wan't to take! k:

Maybe one day I'll come back... maybe not... But one thing is for sure: I won't forget you guys! Never! Long live Abandonia!

And remember: Don't loose hope! k: "Don't fight the bad things in life, find the good ones! They are everywhere! Don't spend your life fighting for goals you can never reach! Live for the moment!"

[Dino]

I'm truly sorry to hear all the troubles you had to go through and the ones you still have to face. But what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger, right? So put your head up and fight! As you said, it could only become better.

Hope you'll come back some time when you get rid of all the troubles in your real life. Take care, mate!

[Mighty Midget]

This s*cks, but then again: Reading and studying doesn't have to cost much. A time out from university could make you a more innovative programmer, you know.

Best wishes.

[Quintopotere]

Well, what can I say you... whatever will be, do your best to live happy!

[Cifra]

Just one sentence: Good Luck

[vivian_evelina]

Take care of yourself. Hope things get better soon!

[Tom Henrik]

Damn, that sucks. I'm sorry, Play. I hope you'll find something to cheer you up, and that you get a good job somewhere. As long as you have faith in your abilities, you will always be able to return to your studies later, when you have an income. There are evening courses and whatnots that can help you achieve the degree you want.

Best of luck to you, and take care.

[Grinder]

You really have some talent. Bad things keep happening to you. All we can do is wish you the best of luck in your coming life. This divorce thing sucks beyond belief. As Overlord said, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Even if you hate these words now, you might look back later and see the meaning of it.

We surely will miss you around here, you were a big part of the community. After all, you make up .18% of the posts on a 7000+ members forum. And that means something. You can always look back at this place and remember achieving something here. And if anyone questions that, we are here to back you up.

I understand a bit of your situation, as I have had some similar experiences in my life. But none of them was as big as your problems here, and you have my deepest respect for not already crawling on the floor.

Keep being strong, keep going. Continue to spread your good spirit everywhere you go. Make a difference. You will always be remembered here, that is for sure.

Farewell, Playbahnosh. Godspeed.

[Tulac]

Farewell, all the best luck from now on

[Abi79]

It's sad to see you leaving, Playbahnosh. I hope everything will be okay in the end. Good luck! See you...in some months, or even years, if Kosta will still keep the site open. Maybe one day you'll return to us. Take care! k: