Well, I'm afraid no one can really help you there except yourself. To be able to use something you'll have to learn about it, because if you rely on others to help you earlier or later you'll stumble over another problem and will need help again. As of my own example, I can say that I had to learn a lot back then in the Ms-Dos times when I got my first computer, and it payed off even for today as it gave me more advanced knowledge of computers than many poor newbies that appear here from time to time could or care to imagine.
Not that I really need it that much, all I wanted in the first place is just to play some interesting computer RPG's I saw my boyfriend playing on his own PC
