BP: it's difficult to stay in character sometimes while writing but some "concepts" aren't meant to be completely accurate (example: daria would almost never become a lesbian but there are lots of fics on that anyway since it's inevitable). the point is to pay homage to the subject matter, not re-write a carbon copy of it.
anyway, if anyone wants to read crimson, i'll send you a copy of it if you pm me (full title: crimson - the story of a psychotic) warning: very violent