Im failin math and english, and because of that i probably won't be able to go on the geo trip that i and my class mates have fundraised for all year and that i spent hundreds of my own money (prolly around $700 so far spent on all my stuff) on cause one of my teachers will prolly say that i cant afford to miss class and need to catch up, and then all my friends will be gone on it and have a wonderful time and ill be left with fuck all.
I can't get a girlfriend cause i don't know how to talk to girls and the one i do have a chance with is to enthralled in another boy >.<
And I think im probably mentally retarded..
And I can't handle religion even though without it ill be "lost"
All in all im thinking my life is pretty shitty right now
i doubt im even goona be able to graduate with all my friends cause im so bad at school
