Indeed, I am all alone. Living with my father was insane, he (and his new wife) are really stupid. They don't talk until they practically need to yell at you because of accumulated frustrations. No conversations... All what they talk about is "find a good job, stop playing computer games..." bla bla bla.
But they failed to realise that I played computer games mostly because of lack of familial atmosphere in the house. Thus had nothing to do, and played computer games because I liked it. And was better than doing nothing (especially since I prefer strategy games which is good to train the mind).
So I did what they said: I got a job and went away from that hell hole. Now I don't only survive; I can live too.
It's really a tiny place this appartement... But I'm alone and I like it. No GF yet but no hurries... Better try to get me a future by studying or getting a well placed job first then climb the ladder than to get a GF and try to climb the ladder afterward while trying to do hundreds of things at the same time...
Right now I am enjoying my freedom much.