Hello Abandonians!
I know you had enough of these big goodbye threads, but this is different. I most certainly won't come back anytime soon
Some of you already know the problems I've been through since this year started. First my personal life went down the drain, my (so called) friends left me, after that I took my grades to the fall, my health got busted, I'm sick like hell and my finances are non existent now, my balace is empty. And when I though that nothing more could possibly go wrong... well, I was wrong... sooo wrong...
This morning my mother called. She told me that my father got fired again, and she can't take it anymore. She was talking about divorce. My father came to the dorm in the afternoon and told me how things stand. As if I didn't have enough problems as it is...
So our home is in danger, my parents are talking about divorce. They cut my college funding so I have to leave the university, I cannot finish my studies. I must get some work, any work I can, become self-supported, and kiss goodbye to my dreams from now on. I can't become a programmer if I'm busy washing dishes or whatever job I'll get
I won't have any internet access so there is little possibility that you will see me here anytime soon. Maybe never
I have until the end of the month here in the dorm, after that I must go. To where, I don't know
The big L is waiting for me, I didn't thought I must get out there this early, but sh!t happens...
I'd like to thank you for all your friendship and support. You guys are the best dudes I ever had! I mean it! Keep it up, help others too, and let this community stay the best on the internet, as it is now. I don't know what will become of me because I don't think I could get any good work here in Hungary, but I won't lose hope... This can get only better than this...
I think I wasn't much of a help here on Abandonia, but I liked being here, talk about things and hang out with you people. I tried my best to help around a bit and comment things. I don't know how you judge me, it's up to you, but I hope you don't hate me very much...
I wish you guys a very good time and better life than I have. I wish you never experience this sh!tload that I got to face this year. Be bold, make your dreams come come true while you still have time and opportunity! Don't let anyone stray you from the path you wan't to take!
k:
Maybe one day I'll come back... maybe not... But one thing is for sure: I won't forget you guys! Never! Long live Abandonia!
And remember: Don't loose hope!
k: "
Don't fight the bad things in life, find the good ones! They are everywhere! Don't spend your life fighting for goals you can never reach! Live for the moment!"